December 18, 2009

unthinkable

it is difficult to help people whom you know does not trust your capability as a person. How would you gain trust when they themselves have lost theirs. I have so much love to give but it hurts when you humble yourself for the sake of others because of their pride.

It's even more difficult when you go higher in you career, because there will always be people who will shot you behind your back and will always try to pull you in whatever way they can. Why is any kind of industry so dirty? so unfaithful? so shattering?

how will you face religious people who have been trying to portray they are one? people who reads the bible but will read you as well? How can you make life happy by people who surround you? people whom i wanted to drown into the ground and crash in whatever way I can.

Career is always a test, it's a test of patience, faith and most of all kindness.

I thank God for giving me such a patience but I keep on praying to give me more and more..

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